We had no idea how our future with eachother would turn out.
We met two days before my birthday, which turned out to be the best birthday gift I have ever received.
The first feelings
I remember that each and every day, I would wait patiently in class for the school bell to ring so I could come home and talk to you for hours on end.
You were everything I looked forward to and was the true friend that I always wanted.
Somewhere amongst our daily chats, I knew that we somehow had a future with each other, I know that may sound crazy.
8 th grade PE
Everyday we would see each other during PE class and you would say hi to me.
I know I didn’t say hi every time because sometimes I was busy with something; I regret that now
Sometimes I was too shy to talk to you; I remember when I first asked you “how do you say a”? It made you happy for me to talk to you in real life.
I know that I didn’t talk that much to you last year but I was still adjusting to Fremont and I tried my best to talk with you but I was very shy.
End of the year
I remember I would spend late nights talking with you and Oliver at the same time. I would always try to ask Oliver to try to find out if you liked me.
I remember at the end of the year; during the promotion..that night, I wanted nothing but to dance with you all night.
By this time; I was crazy about you and I still am.
This summer past by really slowly because every single day all I wanted to do was see you and talk.
I really wish I had seen you more often then I did
All summer I prayed and prayed that you would be in my classes; so I could get to know you a lot better
Today is your birthday. While it’s been a long time since then I would like to say
Happy Birthday! <3
Beginning of School
That day we went to get our schedule; I saw you for the first time in months.
You had changed. You changed into a teenage beauty. I’m serious; I could have looked at you all day and swear I was looking at a famous work of art. You were picture perfect and everything I loved about you; you made even better
Times goes on..
Months went by and we rarely saw each other; maybe because our schedules were different or maybe because I was scared.
I was scared to look at you; fearing that I could never look away. I didn’t want to express my feelings because I was scared that maybe you wouldn’t return the feelings. I was a scaredy-cat.
Slowly we started seeing more of each other, through passing period from 1 st to 2 nd . I was so happy
Then on 10.31.06, you were really sad and I did my best to cheer you up. I guess my feelings grew even more because you would tell me everything that made you happy, mad, and sad. You weren’t like every other girl I had ever known; you trusted me with your feelings.
This is the day that I gave you your teddy bear because I was really worried about you / didn’t want you sad.
I remember I had to study with Henry in the library during lunch and you were looking for me…to return the bear because I didn’t talk. I was scared, because that bear was a symbol of what the love I had and you were returning it.
What happened at the end was like a fairytale. Everything that I had wished for, came true. I told you that I liked you and you told me you liked me. It couldn’t have been more perfect. This day was one of the first times we ever hugged. This lead to the beginning of a beautiful relationship that I wouldn’t trade for the world.
Each day, I would take the longer route to get to class just to see you. It made my day bright and happy. You were really like the sunshine for me. You gave me warmth with your hugs, a reason to love with your every move, a person I could depend on when you talked to me, and most importantly a friend, that I could trust with my life
I have never regretted meeting you; because you are the most important person in my life and I never want to lose you.
We were a lot closer by this break, we were used to hugging eachother and everything a couple would do with each other, except holding hands/kissing.
11.26.06 was here and we went to the movies together with a bunch of people. This was the day when I wanted to ask you to be my girlfriend because this day was special to you. And it’s special because that day was your favorite number. I couldn’t ask you though because I was planning something romantic to say. I was going to ask you by the time I had to go but the timing wasn’t right. This is also the day that you put a dress on me.
This made it the best thanksgiving break of my life.
What I’ve never told you, was that Cindy helped me with the planning of asking you out.
I guess it all worked out and I asked you during passing periods. I held your hand and looked you in the eyes and asked. I was literally thinking I was dreaming because you said the magic word “yes.”
This was also the first day we held hands, with fingers interlocked.
Our love grew and grew each day. We would spend a lot more time talking and getting closer to each other.
About our first month of being together; I couldn’t bear the thought of being apart from you. I hated Christmas break a lot because you went to Las Vegas and I wouldn’t see you. Oh how I wished for the break to be over. What made me smile / helped me get through it was that anniversary love letter you sent me. It helped me think of you when you weren’t there beside me.
After the break, we went back to school and started the dance project, I remember wanting to do nothing but dance with you. I still want that to happen.
1.20.07; I went to Quicklys with you and had a blast. The picture we took was worth a million words but the only important word out of those million was “Love.” Each of our pictures together had that word.
Everyday was like heaven for me; I had the world’s greatest girl on my arm/holding my hands. I felt like the luckiest guy on earth. You still make me feel like that each and every day. Thank you Nicky for making me feel like a prince with you, as my princess.
This day was like magic. We went to Quicklys first and then you met Cookie. He’s not vicious! xD
Then we went to the park and had fun.
I remember the moment like it was yesterday. I was about to leave and we hugged goodbye but I wouldn’t leave. I just came back to give another hug and then I put my lips against yours and there was our first kiss. Exactly 5 months after one of our first hugs. I treasure this moment.
After 4.9.07, we started kissing and I must say, my lips belong to you and there is no girl in the world that I would rather kiss.
I love you and only you with all my heart.
Me and you both are still together; still madly in love with each other. Together we can get through anything, if one of us are sad. The other will cheer the other on. That’s the way love is and that’s the way I will be to you.
I’m sorry that I couldn’t help you at times but I really wanted to. I’m useless at times but I never stopped loving you.
We have many pictures together.
Baby. I love you.
I don’t want to ever lose what we have together. So baby, believe in us and I will to because I believe that we can be with eachother forever. I have nothing else really prepared to say, but believe in the words I say. There isn’t a day when I don’t think about you; you’re on my mind 24/7.
I love you and you know that. Thank you Nicky for everything. You make my life special and you’re everything to me. I want you to know that if I had to choose between you or the world. I would pick you because you’re all I need. You make me feel happy and you make me love life. You’re what my life is all about.